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This one is for Yamato Kougami :) "The sun comes up on another morning, My mind never wakes up without your warning, And it's crazy to me, I even see you in my dreams. Is this meant to be? Could this be happening to me?" -"Catching Feelings" Justin Bieber

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:30:00 -0700

Done! But I omitted some of the lyrics - it was a tad long and it looked a bit too cramped with the long lyrics. Hope that’s alright!

“…My mind never wakes up without your warning. And...

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:28:00 -0700

“…My mind never wakes up without your warning. And its crazy to me, I even see you in my dreams…” Justin Bieber, Catching Feelings

As per requested by voltage-onedirection-fangirl .

Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold." - "Yours To Hold" by Skillet ^_^ and this song means a lot to me and could you do this for Noel Aijima? I have like.. 13 guys but I'll shorten the list xD

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:44:44 -0700

Done! :)

“Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:43:49 -0700

“Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone. You will see someday that all along the way I was yours to hold.” - Skillet, Yours to Hold

As per requested by voltage-onedirection-fangirl .

Hi everyone! I will be going on vacation with my boyfriend for...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 15:59:57 -0700

Hi everyone! I will be going on vacation with my boyfriend for two weeks - starting tomorrow! :) I’m super excited since I’ll be crossing something off of my bucket list! Now, I won’t have regular access to a computer, nor will it have photoshop like my own, so I won’t be able to fill any requests that I get during the time that I’m gone. Nor do I have the time to do any previously requested edits since I’m a tad under the weather as well. Please understand that I will get them done as soon as I can when I come back from my trip. Anyways, I hope that while I’m gone all of you are safe and healthy! Ciao for now! ♥ ♥ ♥

I’m sick, so its a bit on the simple side. Plus, its...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 17:31:39 -0700

I’m sick, so its a bit on the simple side. Plus, its Haruka. *grabby hands*

soundlessrawr: Nanase Haruka || Free!

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 13:59:14 -0700

soundlessrawr:

Nanase Haruka || Free!

“…for everything has led me straight to you. … That...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 17:38:00 -0700

“…for everything has led me straight to you. … That wasn’t clear to me until the day I saw your face.” - Mario, I Choose You

Hi there! I was just wondering if you could do a edit of any character from any voltage inc games with some lyrics from Justin Timberlake's "Mirrors". I love the lyrics and they're so moving ❤

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 12:14:03 -0700

:) Done!

“‘Cause your shine is somethin’ like a mirror...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 12:11:00 -0700

“‘Cause your shine is somethin’ like a mirror and I can’t help but notice you reflect in this heart of mine.” - Justin Timberlake, Mirrors

As per requested by jimmychui01 :)

Free! AKA the Swimming Anime! makes grabby hands at Haruka

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 10:18:00 -0700

Free! AKA the Swimming Anime!

*makes grabby hands at Haruka*

Photo

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 09:13:35 -0700

NoelxMC - The Absence of the Heart Part 4

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 22:24:49 -0700

Sorry for the delay! RL just gets so busy.

Part 01 Part 02 Part 03

Finally, the long awaited part 4!

Warnings? There is some swearing!

Leaning against a column within the airport terminal, Noel was filled with turmoil. He knew she was coming back today, and he had already been here for about an hour… Was she a no show? Was his information wrong? His brow furrowed as Noel thought of the last few weeks and his frantic search for his girlfriend.

Sitting in the VIP room of Satsuki’s hotel, Noel and his friends were perplexed. Each of them had exhausted all of their ties to overseas and to no avail, no one had seen her.

“I just don’t understand,” Mirai said with evident frustration, “How come Jinnai-san couldn’t say anymore? Is this exclusive she’s working on that top-secret? What does this exclusive even cover?”

Noel let out on irritated sigh, “I tried asking for more information, but Jinnai-san has already given me way too much information already. … Well, that and I don’t feel like relying on a guy who has feelings for my woman.”

The room was silent after this. Noel was confused – why the awkward silence?

Ryoichi spoke up as he lit up a cigarette, “Well, Noel… We all thought you were aware of this, but all of us have a special spot for your girl. If she wasn’t so set on you, I’m sure one of us would’ve snatched her up – she’s pretty hot” Ryoichi’s eyes gleamed as he looked Noel in the eyes, “In my case, she wouldn’t have even stood a chance against my advances.”

Noel felt his irritation swell – it wasn’t like he hadn’t known. He just wanted to give them all the benefit of the doubt that he didn’t know of any of his friends’ feelings for his girlfriend.

Chihaya grinned, “One hit KO, huh Ryoichi?”

All of them laughed, and the joke had proved its purpose as Noel relaxed.

Satsuki spoke up after this, “Regardless of all of our feelings for her, we respect and care about you too much to do anything about it, Noel. So, we all came to the same conclusion that we would be there to support you as our friend. Now, you came to us asking for help. We all know that when you, Noel Aijima, asks for help it must be something that you can’t handle on your own. So, we’re supporting you any way we can. Just because we don’t have any information right now, doesn’t mean we can all come to the conclusion that this situation is hopeless.”

“Maybe this is fate’s way of saying you two need to be apart for a bit – just to think things through,” Yuzuki thoughtfully continued, “Perhaps this break you guys are on is exactly what you need – to reaffirm your feelings for each other.”

Ryoichi agreed with Yuzuki’s words, “ Hasn’t this break between you two served its purpose then? Didn’t you come to the conclusion that she’s “the one” for you, Noel?”

As Noel remembered the day when he had come to the conclusion, he whole-heartedly agreed with Yuzuki and Ryoichi’s suggestions. As painful as this break between them was, he had come to realize just what she was to him. This girl, who forced herself upon him and was a pain in the ass, had managed to become his most important person. Noel didn’t believe in soul mates, but she was definitely that one person he clicked with. Noel held the belief that there was no person out there that was made specifically for the other, but the click he believed in. The click occurred when one person met another and they understood each other from the start – there were no doubts between them, no walls that separated them. If there were any obstacles between them, they would be torn down as they got to know each other. She understood Noel entirely – not just how he viewed life, but in everything. She didn’t question his awkward habits, nor did she think he was weird. She didn’t let his celebrity status come between them. Her tenacity and straight-forward manner was refreshing. She was something different, a bright light that he couldn’t stop following, and he would follow her light forever. He loved everything about her – she was by no means perfect, but to Noel, she was what he needed in his life to feel complete. Before she had been in his life, he drifted from day to day, not caring about anything. The minute she fell into that pool and had later on ended up in his room was a blessing in disguise. She gave Noel a purpose. Life, emotions, friendship, laughter – he truly came to understand what these were really about when she had forced Noel to let her be part of his life. Noel Aijima loved this woman, every fiber of her being was so precious to him, and he was going to be a fool if he just let her go.

Upon contemplating on this, Noel neglected to take notice of his vibrating cell phone until Mirai voiced his irritation at the noise that emitted from it.

“Ugh! Would someone check their phone? This is why I dislike vibrate. It’s much more annoying than a ringtone.”

“Ah, sorry. It was mine,” apologized Noel as he peeked at his phone’s screen.

“Hmmm? What is it, Noel? You’re awfully quiet. Usually you take a quick peek at your phone and that’s that,” Chihaya noted.

Ryoichi glanced at the blonde F1 racer, “It’s about her, isn’t it?”

Noel replied softly, “Yeah.”

A few hours later…

Noel continued to re-read the email he had received from Keith Alford, a prince of a faraway nation called Liberty. They had met at an overseas charity race which celebrities had participated in.

Noel,

It’s been a while. Nice to know that you’re doing well apart from the missing girlfriend. Speaking of your girlfriend, I think I saw her at one of my friend’s wedding – Prince Wilfred Spencer of the Phillip Kingdom. Apparently, a Japanese commoner got hitched to Wilfred. She’s an alright person, I like her. Anyways, about your girl, I’ve included a few pictures and I’m fairly sure it’s her. In advance, I’d like to apologize for any pain inflicted upon seeing this picture. I heard that she’s returning in about a week from today.

Hope this helps you and take care,

Keith Alford

As Noel glanced at the pictures for probably the hundredth time, he couldn’t contain his continuing heartache. There she was in the pictures, breath-takingly beautiful. She was wearing a blue gown, adorned with Swarovski crystals. A simple sapphire pendant was used to compliment her dress and eyes. She was all smiles and her hair was in a half-up and half-down hairstyle with pretty tendrils of hair framing her face. The only problem with the pictures was that she was being escorted a little too intimately for Noel’s taste. The man in the pictures seemed serious and uptight, and appeared to be infatuated with her. Noel continued to inspect the pictures with more scrutiny as the pictures of her and the man become much more intimate. It ranged from simply dancing with each other, to an arm being wrapped around his girlfriend’s delicate waist in a possessive manner, and, finally, a kiss on the cheek was caught in the last picture which Keith had provided.

Who was this man? What was she doing with him? Despite these questions, Noel finally understood why Jinnai had to keep the exclusive a secret. They were the only Japanese magazine that was given access to this private function and it would give their magazine a big boost in their sales compared to their competitors.

As Noel thought of the past week he had, he couldn’t help but wonder if she had moved on from him. Though the thought scared him, he wanted to know. At the same time though, if she did, he’d do anything within his power to prove to her that they were meant to be together.

An electric voice interrupted Noel’s brooding as the PA system of the airport was activated, “Attention passengers of flight 227, arriving from Phillips kingdom, your luggage are now ready to be picked up at the luggage carousel near gate B. Thank you for your patronage and have a nice day.”

Noel looked up with a new found determination as he headed to the specified luggage carousel – it was now or never.

She was tired. So very tired. The exclusive was an awesome opportunity for her career, but Phillips kingdom was so much more different from Japan. She had no idea how, Aiko, the girl who had gotten married to Prince Wilfred, managed to keep up with their pace of life. Despite being sent on assignment, Aiko and her had become fast friends. She had even asked her to attend the wedding as a guest and not a reporter. This touched her heart, and she accepted. However, she told Aiko that she would report on their wedding as a professional and would not let her personal experience affect the article or their reputation. Shaking her head softly of these thoughts, she had finally seen her luggage making its way toward her. She reached out to grab it – only to have another grab it before hers.

Looking to her side, she couldn’t help but feel shock and panic upon realizing that it was Noel who was beside her.

“Wha-? But.. how? I didn’t even let anyone know. Oh my god, give me back my bag. I have to go. I have to go. I can’t be here with you right now,” she attempted to grab her bag back, but to no avail, Noel’s grip would not loosen on her bag.

Instead of replying to her advances, Noel grabbed her arm roughly and half-dragged, half-forced her out of the airport as he led them to his car.

There was an awkward silence in the car as Noel drove her to ~~their~~ his apartment. She didn’t know where to start. Rather, she didn’t know what he wanted.

Noel tried to focus on the drive home, but it was useless. She was here, finally here. She was back, but he didn’t know what to do. How to approach her. How could he get across the pain that she had inflicted upon him? Oh god, just the sight of her filled him with relief.

Finally, Noel decided on approaching the topic of the break they had with caution.

“ You’ve lost weight,” he noted quietly.

He didn’t think she had heard his words until she looked away from him and replied just as quietly as he had, “This is a new car.”

Noel glanced at her once again, “Well, I had a lot of time when I came back. Doesn’t excuse you for losing weight when you really didn’t need to. You should focus on your health more.”

Softly, the reporter cursed to herself. “I didn’t mean to. It wasn’t on purpose. Just some things really… affected me more than I anticipated.”

Noel raised an eyebrow at her, “Elaborate on these…things.”

She continued to curse to herself mentally, “What if I don’t want to?”

The F1 racer didn’t answer. Instead, Noel drove to the top of the hill they were currently driving on and parked the car at the top in a vacant parking spot overlooking the city. It was their spot.

Shutting off the ignition and releasing his seat belt Noel leaned over the girl in the passenger seat and made eye contact with her.

“Regardless of what you want and do not want to do, you owe me an explanation,” Noel’s eyes blazed with emotion as he continued talking to the woman in the passenger seat, “What gives you the right to leave me without a word? What gives you the right to just abandon me? What gives you the right to run away? Tell me! I’d love to know! Never in my life have I been this fucked up. Never in my life have I been so affected by a person’s presence. What is it about you? You have the fucking gall to just… to just desert me? Give up on our relationship? So, tell me, beautiful Reporter-san, what the fuck were you doing?”

She squirmed in her seat, Noel’s gaze on her was intense, but how would he understand? He never had been in her position. She looked away from him.

“No! Don’t you fucking dare look away from me! I’ve gone without seeing you for so long, so look at me and tell me honestly.”

Noel took hold of her chin and gently forced her to face him, only her eyes wouldn’t open.

The frustration within him continued to build up – frustration at not knowing where she was, at what to do and finally, the frustration at her finally being back with him only with no answers.

So, Noel kissed her. He placed his lips on hers gently. Lightly, he brushed his tongue along her lips until she finally gave into him. His tongue met hers as he poured his frustration and pain into the kiss. He deepened the kiss some more, as he remembered the jealousy he felt at the pictures he saw.

She couldn’t do anything but let Noel kiss her. And holy fuck, this kiss was good. Never had Noel kissed her with so much emotion. She felt like she was drowning in his presence as he continued to kiss her. However, she only had so much oxygen. As she tried to break away from the kiss, Noel’s held her in place as he prolonged the kiss even longer.

Finally, Noel broke away from the kiss he forced upon her. Both occupants of the car breathed heavily from the lack of oxygen they had been subjected to. As Noel sat back into his seat, he ran a hand through his hair, messing it up. Out of the corner of his eyes, he saw her turn away from him.

She didn’t want Noel to see her like this. She didn’t want Noel to see the tears. Finally, she felt Noel’s hand on her shoulder and she couldn’t help but turn to face him as she heard his words.

“No, please. Don’t… don’t do that. I’m just… I need answers. You owe me.”

Noel’s heart ached at her tears. It always caused him pain to see her cry. As he moved a hand to wipe away some of the tears, she gently pushed his hand away.

“No, Noel. Don’t. I need… to explain why I left.”

He dropped his hand and waited for her to continue.

“I… didn’t leave because of what we had been arguing about before. I left, because I felt worthless next to you. Not of you specifically, but I just felt that I didn’t fit.. next to you. I felt inferior.”

Noel was about to interrupt her, but she placed a finger on his lips, “I need to explain everything to you. Please let me.”

“So, when I asked Jinnai-san to give me an overseas project, he only agreed when I told him why. He then told me, if I pulled this exclusive off, he would seriously contemplate on promoting me to assistant-editor-in-chief. … I feel that my position in life doesn’t match you. How can I, a lowly reporter, live up to you, Noel? You are an internationally renowned F1 racer. You are admired in more countries in the world than I can count. You are also such a good, good person. No one donates to charity as much as you do not do, nor do they participate in as much charity work as you do. You don’t even care about the face you give the public – in fact, you are exactly the person you are in private as you are in the public eye. How can I live up to such a good, kind, talented individual as you? How can I, a normal every-day person, working at a semi-gossip magazine, live up to the standards that are associated with you? It’s not a matter of reassurance, either. It’s a matter of what I feel when I’m beside you. Beside you, I feel like I don’t deserve you. I feel like I am holding you back from where you truly want to be. So, I left you to figure whatever this is out.”

She took a breath and continued, “What I learned when I was in Phillips kingdom is that regardless of status, feelings are what really matter in a relationship. Prince Wilfred and Aiko’s relationship really showed me that. And by feelings I’m not talking about just love and acceptance and that stuff. I am talking about your own sense of worth and what a person feels like when they are next to their lover. When I’m next to you, I am hopelessly, deeply in love with you. You are everything to me. You understand me to no bounds, you acknowledge me. There is no one else for me, except you. You are not perfect by any means, but you are you, and I fell in love with that. I finally feel that I am in a position to stand beside you, but only if you let me. I am in negotiations with Jinnai-san about my promotion. I feel like with my career advancing, I feel more suited to you. At the same time though, it doesn’t excuse my behaviour for leaving you without talking to you. I was just… overwhelmed. I needed time by myself to sort things out. I have all of our things and our photos. I actually left them at my parents’ house before I left. I wanted to give you this absence of mine as an opportunity – a clean break up where we would never see each other again. However, you found me. You took that chance and found me. So now, I’m here wondering what you’re thinking of everything – of yourself, of me, and of us.”

Noel stared at her as he tried to process all of this information at once.

“…How could you ever feel that way?” Who gave you the right to decide that you don’t deserve me? I am not ashamed of you, nor do I care about what people think of me. I decide what I want, and what I want, is you. You are the one that understands me to no bounds, you are the one who I need, you are the only I will ever love,” Noel’s eyes blazed with emotion, “Fuck your career, fuck what people think of you, you should only care about what I think about you. You don’t hold me back, if anything, you are what propels me forward. I had no true purpose in life before I met you, but after meeting you and falling in love with you, I have one. You are my purpose.”

Noel pulled her towards him and embraced her in a possessive hug, “How dare you think that way. I love you. I love you, just the way you are. Don’t change, just be you. That’s the woman I fell in love with. How could you think that? How could I let you get to this state?”

“Why couldn’t you just talk to me about it? I am always here for you. I will always be here for you,” continued Noel as he continued to hug her.

Tentatively, she put her arms around him as Noel felt her tears seep into his shirt.

Softly she mumbled, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for what I did,” into his shirt as she continued to hug him.

Noel sighed quietly, and kissed her on the head as he let her cry. She was definitely worth the trouble and he was glad to know why she had left him.

Finally, Noel started the ignition of the car again as things calmed down between them. As the car came to a start with a purr, Noel couldn’t help but feel something else was bothering him.

“Hmm? Noel? What’s wrong?”

The pictures, thought Noel, the pictures! He also noted that she didn’t say those special 3 words back to him either.

Noel took his phone out of his pocket and tossed his phone into her direction, “What’s with these pictures?”

As she began scrolling through the pictures that Keith had sent him, Noel saw that she had turned bright red.

“Noel!! It’s not what you think!”

He gave her a pointed look, “Really? What’s up with that last picture of the guy KISSING you then?”

She blushed ever harder, “It’s actually really embarrassing!”

Noel was not impressed, “I’m waiting.”

“He’s the butler of Prince Wilfred. His name is Claude. He, uhm, took a liking to me. I was too polite to say anything to him before the kiss, but when he kissed me, I told him that I was in a relationship! I swear to god I did! I would never, ever do that to you!”

Noel glowered, but finally relented, “Fine. I’ll accept that explanation. You still didn’t say you love me.”

As Noel started the drive to their apartment, he heard a soft mumble from the woman beside him, “I love you, Noel Aijima. With every fiber of my being, I pledge myself to you. You own my heart, body, and soul.”

He closed his eyes and relished in the feelings which her words had caused to arise. Everything would be better from now on, oh yes.

But still, that guy who was interested in his girl? That was no good. He would show her who was the only who owned her. Noel smirked at the idea forming in his mind as he continued the drive to their apartment. When they would get to the car garage she would be in for a big surprise.

You know what that means? Smut next chapter.

Questions? Comments? Feel free to message me. :)

Sure ^_^ "It's a husband's job to fulfill his wife's wishes." - Takamasa Saeki. Oh and I have one with lyrics! Could i send that one?

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:17:00 -0700

It’s right here :)

Of course you can send me the lyrics! *gets excited when her followers request edits*

“It’s a husband’s job to fulfill his...

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:14:19 -0700

“It’s a husband’s job to fulfill his wife’s wishes.” - Takamasa Saeki

As per requested by voltage-onedirection-fangirl . :)

“If you let me treasure you, you know you can make my wish...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 20:37:32 -0700

“If you let me treasure you, you know you can make my wish come true.” - Bruno Mars, Treasure

japan-shopping-service: TOP NEWS: Tokyo Animation will be...

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 06:22:23 -0700

japan-shopping-service:

TOP NEWS: Tokyo Animation will be announcing a new anime being released, what will it be? No one knows but one thing for sure is that many are hoping that it will be the ‘swimming anime’ commercial that came out not too long ago. Will just have to wait and find out. For a live countdown please follow the link source below~

Source: KYOTO ANIMATION

Your edits are wonderful :)

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 06:21:21 -0700

Omg! Thank you :) ♥

“I found you, in the darkest hour. … And your love...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 13:58:29 -0700

“I found you, in the darkest hour. … And your love pulled me back again.” - The Wanted

Saw this when I woke up this morning and was going through my dash: !!!!!!! #that feeling you get...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 11:58:57 -0700

Saw this when I woke up this morning and was going through my dash:

!!!!!!! #that feeling you get when you are reblogged by a person you follow

voltagefeels reblogged me! HER EDITS ARE AMAZING. My edits are NOTHING in comparison to hers.

She’s so… #PERFECT #OMG #AWESOME

I feel so accomplished now that I have been reblogged by such a perfect human being.